{"id":421,"date":"2012-06-12T09:18:37","date_gmt":"2012-06-12T09:18:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gordsellar.com\/texts\/?p=421"},"modified":"2012-06-24T12:17:46","modified_gmt":"2012-06-24T12:17:46","slug":"like-father-like-son","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gordsellar.com\/texts\/2012\/06\/like-father-like-son\/","title":{"rendered":"Like Father, Like Son"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>by Gord Sellar<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It was nothing like it is now:<br \/>\n Beijing was always the place where collapse began,<br \/>\n when dynasties died, unlike now, where the South<br \/>\n reaches up to shake the lagging North.<\/p>\n<p>It had been a kind of ritual, this flight<br \/>\n to the South; thus went the Ming,<br \/>\n at the end of their rule, and someday,<br \/>\n thus, in like fashion, would fall the Qing.<\/p>\n<p>But the Young Monarch flees into the night:<br \/>\n a hundred faithful accompany the boy,<br \/>\n among them the Shield King, Hong Rengan\u2014<br \/>\n all moving not like fire and nothing like a flood,<br \/>\n perhaps more than anything like fugitive<br \/>\n clouds unable to make rain, or cover the sun.<\/p>\n<p>Round Lake Tai they hurry, toward Huzhou,<br \/>\n where English songs fill the streets at night<br \/>\n for Chinese Gordon\u2019s defectors are there already,<br \/>\n joined\u00a0to Hong Rengan, the Shield King.<br \/>\n An isolated\u00a0Taiping garrison: waiting.<\/p>\n<p>Waiting never lasts long enough,<br \/>\n and soon the Qing come down with terrible fire.<br \/>\n The British by then are gone, the Ever-Victorious<br \/>\n Army disbanded, but the French fight on. They, too,<br \/>\n sing tunes from home, to keep their spirits up,<br \/>\n and by their sides, though not singing, are more<br \/>\n defectors: this time, Taiping runaways.<\/p>\n<p>Rengan and the Young King must flee again.<br \/>\n South from the city; by pulses, ever south,<br \/>\n back down to Guangdong, with the Qing dogs<br \/>\n panting behind them: Rengan is taken<br \/>\n in October, and makes his testament to Hong,<br \/>\n and is slain in Jiangxi, at Nanchang, in November.<\/p>\n<p>But young Tiangui Fu, the Young Monarch, makes good<br \/>\n his escape from the camp where the Qing had taken<br \/>\n the Shield King; with a dizane followers, he buries<br \/>\n himself in a marl-pit.<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Heavy the clay, hard and cold<br \/>\n up to his throat. It is as if all life was<br \/>\n the state of being buried in the soil<br \/>\n of a forgotten country you\u2019ve never seen.<br \/>\n The worms, pernicious seeds that stick to him,<br \/>\n and the slick of soil that becomes his skin;<br \/>\n he settles down into it, remembering<br \/>\n the oil-thick snake of his mother\u2019s hair<br \/>\n moving across her back as she spoke of kingship.<\/p>\n<p>Four days of hunger scrape against his will;<br \/>\n four days of sorrow pin him to the earth:<br \/>\n he wishes he could spread his arms, and spring<br \/>\n up into Heaven, to be with his father. But<br \/>\n wracked from nightmares eventually by hunger,<br \/>\n he wanders, lonely as a thunderless cloud.<\/p>\n<p>In the worst of it, where his hunger is transformed<br \/>\n to longing for his own death \u2014 in vision, or fact,<br \/>\n nobody can tell \u2014 a man comes. Tall, slender,<br \/>\n dressed in white, with winter-white flesh, takes hold<br \/>\n of him, and puts into his hands a roundel of<br \/>\n flatbread. In devouring, Tiangui loses track of the man,<br \/>\n who vanishes into irresistible obscurity.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, the will to live is strong:<br \/>\n he shaves away his tresses, and becomes<br \/>\n a laborer named Zhang, a Chinese John Smith,<br \/>\n and slaves through someone\u2019s harvest, till it is done.<\/p>\n<p>Then on the road, a road gone much worse by now &#8212;<br \/>\n his father Hong, when robbed, was left a set of clothes &#8212;<br \/>\n Tiangui Fu is robbed of everything; the bandits<br \/>\n rape him until he bleeds, and leave. A man<br \/>\n finds him, drags him out of the Guangdong gutter<br \/>\n and straps loads of bamboo to the boy\u2019s back:<br \/>\n impromptu slavery, until he can run away.<\/p>\n<p>Then a Qing patrol finds him, this heir<br \/>\n of Hong Xiuquan,\u00a0starving, skin broken in<br \/>\n a hundred places,\u00a0teeth snapped, wandering<br \/>\n by a country road\u00a0in the coruscating belly<br \/>\n of a cold and brutal October afternoon.<\/p>\n<p>A strange hope courses through him even then:<br \/>\n the doors of his father\u2019s craziness once thrown<br \/>\n ope to release him from the madness, finally.<br \/>\n He decries his father\u2019s bloodlust, war-madness,<br \/>\n showed them his scholar\u2019s soul with open palms,<br \/>\n confesses to them with tones plaintive and sweet<br \/>\n that of Heavenly Empires he wants nothing at all,<br \/>\n but only to be a scholar, study the Analects,<br \/>\n and write the examinations at Canton someday,<br \/>\n to attain the lowest degree of licentiate,<br \/>\n for the last shall be first, and the first likewise be last.<\/p>\n<p>Irony is not a quality of the world, itself,<br \/>\n but exists only in our minds, an act of reading:<br \/>\n nobody smirks when his head drops down<br \/>\n into the heavy dirt of Guangdong.<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And likewise<br \/>\n No sound out of Shangdi; the heavens do not weep,<br \/>\n temples are silent, and peasants wait still for nothing.<br \/>\n Hong makes no word, Yushu is silent, no Majestic<br \/>\n Celestial-Dragon plunges from the sky, scales flashing,<br \/>\n shimmering claws, screaming its voice wider than rivers,<br \/>\n and deeper; no regulatory unicorns of death; even<br \/>\n Guan Yin lodges no complaint with the Son of Heaven.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Gord Sellar It was nothing like it is now: Beijing was always the place where collapse began, when dynasties died, unlike now, where the South reaches up to shake the lagging North. 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